Firefly is about finding a guide, someone to light the way in a dark world, and learning some of what they know along the way. And maybe, if you're lucky, becoming a guide yourself.
When I was a kid, I'd walk in circles when I got anxious. These days, what makes me anxious is when I don't know where I stand with someone. This song is about the anxiety that comes with being ghosted. That kid doing laps around the dining table is still alive and well in me.
When you're looking into someone's eyes .. or trying to, but her eyes are closed. Who is she imagining? Who would I imagine if I tried closing my eyes? And would my imagination be so compelling that it would distract me from reality?
Would you read the story of your ex's life? Where would you be in that story? Sometimes we're the protagonist, and sometimes we're just a bit player.
This is a song about being a pleaser. I can be whoever you want me to be, even if you don't know yet!
A caterpillar is in a chrysalis, mid-transformation - dissolved into goo and hanging from a tree. But it wants to think it's already a butterfly. What could go wrong? Vocabulary note: exuviae (noun) - the cast-off skins of insects, snakes, o or other animals that are periodically shed. In this case, the discarded chrysalis.
Why are you still living rent-free in my head?